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turned into a huge golden angel. I said: "Are you the angel of death?" It expressed to me that it was my oversoul, my Higher Self Matrix, a super ancient part of ourselves. Then | was taken to the Light. be back in this body, back in my room with someone looking over me crying her eyes out. It was my hospice caretaker. She had given up an hour and a half after finding me dead. My body was stiff and inflexible. She went into the other room. Then I awakened and saw the light outside. | tried to get up to go to it, but | fell out of the bed. She heard a loud "clunk", ran in and found me on the floor. light outside. I tried to get up to go to it, but | fell out of | Science and Spirit the bed. She heard a loud "clunk", ran in and found me Soon our science will quantify spirit. Isn't that going to on the floor. be wonderful? We are coming up with devices now that are sensitive to subtle energy or spirit energy. Physicists Miracles and Memories use these atomic colliders to smash atoms to see what When I recovered, I was very surprised and yet very hey are made of. They have got it down to quarks and awed about what had happened to me during my near- charm, and all that. Well, one day they are going to come death experience. At first, all the memory of the trip that down to the little thing that holds it all together, and they I have now was not there. I kept slipping out of this world are going to have to call that...God. We are just and kept asking, "Am | alive?” This world seemed more _ beginning to understand that we are creating, too, as we like a dream than that one. go along. As | saw Forever, | came to a realm during my Within three days I was feeling normal again, clearer, near-death experience in which there is a point where we yet different than | had ever felt in my life. My memory of pass all knowledge and begin creating the next fractal, my near-death experience came back later. I could see he next level. We have that power to create as we nothing wrong with any human being | had ever seen. explore. And that is God expanding itself through us. Before that, | was really judgemental. I thought a lot of Since my return, | have experienced the Light people were really screwed up; in spontaneously, and | have fact, | thought that everybody learned how to get to that space was screwed up but me. But | sly: almost any time in my got clear on all that. Yet each of the millions meditation. Each one of you About three months later, a of souls around me can do this. You do not have to friend said I should get tested, Q 9 die or have a near-death so I went and got the scans and had a little star of Light experience to do this. It is so forth. I really felt good, so I always available within your equipment; you are was afraid of getting bad news. | Z wired for it already. The body is remember the doctor at the but no one seemed the most magnificent Light clinic looking at the before and to pay attention to it. Being there is. The body is a after scans, saying: "Well, there Universe of incredible Light. is nothing here now." | said: Spirit is not pushing us to "Really, it must be a miracle." dissolve this body. That is not He said: "No, these things happen; they are called what is happening. Stop trying to become God; God is spontaneous remission." He acted very unimpressed. becoming you. Here. But here was a miracle, and I was impressed, even if no | asked God: " What is the best religion on the planet? one else was. Which one is right?" And Godhead said, with great love: During my near-death experience I had a descent into "I don't care." That was incredible grace. When Godhead what you might call Hell, and it was very surprising. Idid said, "I don't care," | immediately understood that it is for not see Satan or evil. My descent into Hell was a descen us to care about. It is important, because we are the into each person's customised human misery, ignorance caring beings. It matters to us and that is where it is and darkness of not knowing. It seemed like a miserable important. What you have is the energy equation in eternity. Yet each of the millions of souls around me had spirituality. Ultimate Godhead does not care if you are a little star of Light always available, but no one seemed Protestant, Buddhist or whatever. It is all a blooming 0 pay attention to it. facet of the whole. | wish that all religions would realise They were so consumed with their own grief, trauma __ it and let each other be. It is not the end of each religion, and misery. But, after what seemed an eternity, | started but we are talking about the same God. Live and let live. calling out to that Light, like a child calling to a parent for = Each has a different view. And it all adds up to the Big elp. Picture; it is all important. Then the Light opened up and formed a tunnel tha I went over to the other side during my near-death came right to me and insulated me from all that fear and experience with a lot of fears about toxic waste, nuclear pain—which is what Hell really is. So what we are doing __ missiles, the population explosion, the rainforests. is learning to hold hands, to come together. The doors o I came back loving every single problem. I love nuclear Hell are open now. We are going to link up, hold hands and walk out of Hell together. The Light came to me and Continued on page 82 always available, ” but no one seemed APRIL - MAY 2010 NEXUS ¢ 57 Yet each of the millions of souls around me had a little star of Light to pay attention to it. Continued on page 82 www.nexusmagazine.com