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ascension. You don't have to start with ascension early in life. our interview are interested. They have asthma or cancer or That comes with age. autistic children or... First you need progress, the feeling that you've made it, success. Alfons: ...whatever. People who want quality of life. That needs good health. When that has been achieved, when Willem: Or people who feel perfectly alright, but want to you're 90 years old and you have a terminal disease, it is time for return to the origin of their character. Or improve the quality of ascension. And then the beauty of these preparations reaches its their lives. What do they do? fullest extent. In these final moments, the most powerful things Alfons: They should give me a call. happen. They provoke the greatest gratitude. People thank me, Willem: Just call you. send me letters of gratitude because of these final moments when Alfons: A call or an email is good. Both are form, the aspect even my preparations cannot bring any improvement in the fire being the mystic relation of sound and space. The fact that terminal stage of a disease. But I assure them—and I weigh my somebody heard or read something about me is already a good words—I assure them top quality of life up to the very last contact. Text is form. A letter is formed and that is fire. Thoughts moment, no matter the age or the disease. They bring in a man; are form. Some boys get sick by just thinking about school. he is on a stretcher. He cannot stand the slightest noise. He is on Willem: | did not like school either, but that is pretty hefty. morphine; he has pain. Then he starts Alfons: What complicated the matter is taking the preparations. He comes back to that his daddy taught mathematics at that life, he works a bit in his garden, he eats school. The boy was twelve, all messed up, well, sleeps well, enjoys life. In the last 15 roaming the streets. His life was misery. Of minutes of his life, he says, "Darling, it is course, they took him to psychologists and time to say goodbye." Just like we are i Pa psychiatrists. My son was going to the same sitting here. And 15 minutes later he is A call or an email Is college and he said, "Dad, it is really bad. gone. Can you talk to him?" I said, "Yeah, send Willem: He is gone. Which we call good. Both are form, him in." natural death... the aspect fire being They were living in our neighbourhood, Alfons: Natural death. H i French-speaking people. The boy was Willem: ...which barely exists any more. the mystic relation of terribly intelligent. I could not fool him. I Most people die of diseases. sound and space. asked him if he had a girlfriend. He beat Alfons: His wife calls me and says, "This around the bush, his guard was up 100 per has been the most beautiful experience of my The Veet me somanody cent; a very intelligent boy. So we talked eard or rea life." No tears. "Of course I'm sorry he about all kinds of things and gradually I is gone, but I feel joy and happiness." I A understood that his fear was based on can tell stories that would make you something about me being ridiculed. cry your eyes out of their sockets; how 1s already a good So I said, "I am not giving you pills contact... Thoughts are form." people had messed up their life. A man right away. I have an exercise. First could not die. He was in the hospital. thing in the morning, you open your His daughter gave him my window and you say in a loud voice, ‘I preparations. What happened? He left am not more than somebody else, I am the clinic. He didn't die but started not less than somebody else, I am making confessions. He had five myself.' And then you say your first daughters and with three of them he name." had had incest. They did not know that He looked at me and I said, "You about each other but they hated each know why? You will always meet other. The man got time. First he people who are more clever than you or confessed to the eldest daughter and in not as bright as you; people who are the end he reconciled with his children and his environment. stronger, and people who are weaker than you. So what is the Three months later he went back to the clinic and, instead of lesson? You are yourself. You are nothing but yourself. So be raging and tearing all the tubes apart, he died peacefully. He happy with it." He looked at me like, "What is he talking about?" slipped into a coma and was gone. The way he should. He was "Do you want to go back to school?" He said, "Yes." I said, "Do prepared. And yet, the best therapy may fail. So people say, "I your homework and come back next week." took five of your cures and it failed." I say, "Okay. It failed. The Next week: "Well, what did you do?" He said, "You know, Mr best therapy might fail, but your ascension will not fail." Ven, my two brothers share the same bedroom with me, so I did Willem: Right. Wonderful, your healing method. not speak out loud at the open window." "Okay, do you want to Alfons: Wonderful indeed. You experienced it, I experienced go back to school?" "Yes." "Do your homework. See you next it and so many people with us. week." Willem: You are not a wreck any more. You are quite a Next week: "I did open the window, but I was kind of healthy doctor, though you are not a doctor. whispering." "No. Go back home and do your homework. I told Alfons: And I am not tired any more, and I work long days and you: loud and clear!" This went on some more until he came late nights. I feel good. And the gratitude and joy overwhelm me back all beaming. "Finally," he said, "I yelled it from the top of again and again. When there is a minute during the day that I do my lungs and I meant it: I am myself! I am Jean. I am Jean." not do something, it overwhelms me. It is as if my cup runs over And he went back to school. all the time. And I see people holding their small cup under it and What happened is this: at first the sound was weak; the space it fills up. Willem: And now, people listening to this cassette or reading Continued on page 78 good. Both are form, the aspect fire being the mystic relation of sound and space. Cs Se | ee heard or read something about me is already a good contact... 38 * NEXUS "A call or an email is The fact that somebody Thoughts are form." Continued on page 78 www.nexusmagazine.com DECEMBER 2007 — JANUARY 2008