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rest of the high-level French panel. Countries do not fly experimental aircraft repeatedly in foreign airspace without informing the host country and then lie about it later. As I dug deeper, I learned that these objects have appeared for decades in a variety of shapes and sizes, sometimes in flaps or "waves," all over the globe, demonstrating capabilities beyond our scientific understanding. This was not a myth. And maybe, I thought, the French generals and their colleagues knew even more than they disclosed. Not only did all the members stand by the conclusion, they also urged international action. The writers recommended that France establish "sectorial cooperation agreements with interested European and foreign countries" on the matter of UFOs, and that the European Union undertake diplomatic action with the United States, "exerting useful pressure to clarify this crucial issue which must fall within the scope of political and strategic alliances." The report, titled "UFOs and Defense: What Should We Prepare For?” is most fundamentally a call to action, a request for preparedness in anticipation of future encounters with the unknown objects. va 4 4 1 anaes saa 1 6 6 My French colleague called to follow up and explained that he had surreptitiously slipped me an advance English copy of the report, just translated. The news was being held for a later release, and so far the report had been published only in France. My friend knew that I was an open- minded freelance reporter with ties to many publishing outlets, and he wanted me to get a head start on the story rather than leave it to the conventional mainstream media, which rarely took UFOs seriously. "You are the only reporter in all of America to have the English version," he told me excitedly over the phone from Paris. "It's all yours. But don't let anyone know where you got it." The challenge was both enticing and nerve-racking. Secretly, I started to look into the UFO subject more extensively, without telling any of my otherwise close colleagues at the radio station. I knew that I was exploring something most journalists considered ridiculous, or titillating at best, but otherwise irrelevant to the life-and-death struggles of human beings, issues that should be the focus of any responsible, progressive reporter. As the months passed and I became increasingly concerned about keeping my expanding interest quiet while producing and hosting a daily investigative news show, I began to feel as if I were covering up something shameful and forbidden, like the use of an illegal drug. In retrospect, the intensity of my worry and insecurity was overblown, but the taboo regarding UFOs had power over me, and it took a while before I felt armed with enough facts and insight to handle the attitudes of those I worked with so compatibly in every other respect. This was not an easy subject to take on, and I understand why other journalists haven't done so. At first, I felt burdened by what seemed to be I had no idea where all this might lead—for me, for any government, or for our future.