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the time to get in touch with his spirit, touched Creation, or felt the love of those around him. Changing the screen so it now showed his subconscious revealed that the fear was gone. His conscious mind was almost paralyzed in fear, but his subconscious was fairly peaceful. This is because the subconscious understands what the afterlife is and knows that death is no great horror, but only a change into the other side for a time of rest and reunion with the Creation. The Pleiadians do not see death as an ending, but only a transition in the endless path of spiritual growth that is a natural part of our evolution. We have the ability to have an effect on our next life in some ways. We can make conscious decisions about our choice of gender, for instance. If you have lived a life as a woman and wish to return as a man, this is possible through generating the will to do so in your spiritual self. Subconsciously we make the decision on gender based on lessons that we are trying to learn or experiences we are trying to have. If, during our material life, we have become confused about our gender through emotional trauma or other experiences that make us unstable about our sexuality, we may leave the material world in a confused state. If this happens, we will continue to be confused on the other side, for the programming or decision- making needs to be made in the material life. When we return to the material world, the state of confusion will lead us to be born as a homosexual. This confusion of spirit will also play a hand in the development of the body and certain areas of the brain that affect sexual attraction. Since this is a form of illogical thinking and confusion on the part of the spirit, it can be dealt with during the material life through a slow process of logical thinking and experience allowing the individual to discover his sexuality and reprogram himself. For a person experiencing