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I gleaned information that wasn’t meant to be shared, something about one of their greatest secrets--amnesia. It occurred to me that these beings didn’t come from a reality like we do where time is linear and the sequence is 1 then 2 then 3. Perhaps their past, present and future all exists as one. I have heard this theory discussed a number of times before in UFOlogy and its writing. Quite often in UFOlogy when the subject arises about the home or source of inter-dimensional beings, a “simultaneous time zone” seemed to be a popular theory. I often wonder why alien interaction seems so cryptic and absurd? Imagine for instance how easy it would be for somebody of that “all at once zone” coming to our reality and to manipulate our time line and memories. It’s as easy for a playwright to readjust the sequence of events and character’s roles to suit a particular outcome. This theory points us right in the direction of explaining many “unexplainable” phenomena, such as déja vu. Because we are so used to thinking in terms of linear time and sequence, our memories are fundamental and easy to alter. If these beings were capable of time travel (a theory I sometimes use to explain away the strangeness of my life) they probably wouldn’t even need to attempt it for altering our memories. As far as we’re concerned, time only exists in a system of 1-2-3 and that gets rearranged as easily as film on a video cassette. I was only aware that I fell asleep in the park that night in the autumn of ‘94 followed by a peculiar dream. After that I woke up in the same spot, none of the wiser. The “before and after” sounded plausible enough--but where was the in-between? This is what I discovered about the aliens and their uses of amnesia. It manifests as some sort of “time theft” for effectively carrying out abduction and is something I am going to refer to as “disorientation.” When a person’s cognitive skills are disorientated the way mine had been, they could be just about anywhere. It is as simple as returning somebody’s awareness back to the point they last remembered and in my case it was collapsing that night onto the grass. The last thing I consciously recalled was feeling excessively tired and only intending to lie down for a few minutes. Whenever my mind tried to think back along that timeline, it always returned to that very moment. If I thought that little bit harder I would catch a very strange glimpse about memories that never were. Following this comes a familiar burn that tells me Lhave crossed the line again. 75 It seemed like a mental default, the way my mind swung back to that