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Whereas before and only through error had I caught a glimpse of the magic inside Pandora’s Box, the lid had now been deliberately blown and its contents saturated me. Instead of being provided with the answer to everything, it first brought only further confusion. I wasn’t transformed from disciple to messiah as one would imagine because my new “gift of enlightenment” didn’t appear to have any immediate use. The morning after that strange ceremony (and I cannot even remember that morning) I didn’t necessarily rush out to tell the world, in fact I only remember being subdued during this period. Memories would come to me in unexpected doses similar to the way they had before, only this time, the spoon fed deliverance of those messages seemed to be carefully administered. When I first suspected alien activity in my life it caused me to run before I could walk but now they had left me with an un-manned yet accurately prepared programme that left no room for those unprepared glitches. Clearly my revelation of the “school medical room” seemed to upset the applecart somewhere and someone had decided on a different approach. I imagine that a careful process was planned right from the beginning. First the preparation, second the activation, and third, the rest of my life with its gradual release of memory. I wanted all that information there and then but for reasons concerning my well-being, not to mention the secrecy of my interactors, that wasn’t to be. An acorn had been seeded in me with an oak tree’s potential but that alone wouldn’t prove the existence of that tree nor its wisdom. I had to wait, stage by stage, and I didn’t particularly like it. The information that was released however was never disappointing and amongst it seemed to be telltale signs about the Programmers and their reality. It is true that they devised a foolproof system this time that wouldn’t leak excess information but that wasn’t going to control the way I read into it. Among the very first messages secreted into my mind during this process, 14 Living Programme