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again only to plunge into the most cryptic dreams. It felt as though I kept being summoned to their realm and its strange system of illusions and play scenes. In the dreams, the “warners” would sometimes take the form of familiar people and then of something more bizarre. I dreamed of a type of committee of non-human beings addressing me with messages I could never remember. These beings were like magicians possessing the ability to masquerade as anyone that my mind conceived. Yet even in the dreams, I possessed enough free will to resist their demands. From what I remember, the committee were urging, pleading with me to discard my new memories because I “just wasn’t ready for the information behind them.” I on the other hand fought to seize the knowledge I had of that episode because I knew there was untold information like that ready to be hatched from other events of my life. I knew that something had been responsible for all of my peculiarities and that these beings and their hidden episodes like the medical room were a vital key. Their failed attempts of dissuasion kept luring me back for more. Ihad discovered what it means to have recurring and continuing dreams. For the next few nights, the secret ethereal committee would continue to plague me but it seemed that a certain subconscious defiance would have none of it. I was burning for more information and felt on a high. There was always my natural fascination with the paranormal and now that I had a bee in my bonnet about actually being a part of it, nothing could really stop me. I suspect the Programmers knew this and realised what a problem they had on their hands altering this programme. In the dreams, the warnings would border on threats and often accompany strange visual displays which demonstrated how “un-ready” I was. I would be shown scenes of myself cracking up under the new information exposed. Accompanying the scenes were narrations of how I should pursue different interests in life and steer clear of anything strange. It was all extremely vivid but I suspect, for the first time, the Programmers were unable to exert total control. Aside from the dreams, there were many daytime oddities taking place. In fact there were irregularities in my whole being that pointed to something strange going on. My mind seemed to have become an activity zone for déja vu and these sensations were coming fast and furious. I would never quite remember the actual nature of these déja vu experiences as they always deteriorate quickly but I later decided to take note. I had developed a bizarre list that seemed to point to all kinds of things ranging from non-classified humans and animals to events. 31 There were also hints of psychic energies developing that would manifest