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lalso wonder if cases of demonic possession ever leave this aftermath on a person and what a foreign spirit inhabiting somebody actually means for them when the spirit departs. I feel I have been possessed by foreign entities for most of my life. All of them seem to have departed forever. They have caused me to be isolated, allowed me to be smart and left me like an empty shell when their presence finally left. My neurology and physiology remains very strange through their interaction and there are times when I struggle to contain myself. My entire Neuro Linguistic Programming (NLP) and movement have always been sudden and intense, something which occasionally scares off animals and I also suspect that people notice these movements as though they were the mannerisms of a junkie. I am also extremely sensitive to the environment around me and suffer a particularly low tolerance to any sort of discomfort. This means I find myself ruling out a number of everyday things that might violently disagree with me. The excess nervous energy I suffer from feels so much like the recognised excess of electricity and often it feels as though I am restraining turbulent currents. Owing to the heightened sensitivity I feel, I have great difficulty in keeping still and sleeping has always been a problem. I seem to display all the movements of somebody with a nervous disposition and the doctors I’ve seen probably haven’t ruled out the possibility of Tourette’s Syndrome. Apart from the telekinetic effects I sometimes have on radios and television, there isn’t anything I suffer with that can realistically be attributed to alien intervention. There is the other aspect of my neuro-physiology that I have been reluctant to label as either psychosomatic or paranormal as it seems a bit of both. The physical effects I experience after an incident I believe to have been psychological can be very interesting because my mind seems to have generated them. After awakening from those interactive dreams, would find physical marks as if they actually took place. More interesting is the way I experience these marks even when trying to recollect the incidents. After that vivid spell I had after seeing a perfectly normal mime act in the street, I actually remembered feeling some of the sore and exhaustive effects of frantically following the creature home that time. I became gaspingly thirsty from the desert air I experienced ten years beforehand and my kneecaps suddenly hurt. Feeling the same fear when re-living an episode is quite normal but the physical effects are something quite unusual. Had there been an x-ray at hand when I relived this episode would it have picked up the wear and tear of my soreness like in the effects of stigmata? 141