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information together to form some coherent pattern or reference to something but it wasn’t easy. When that spell wore off, it seemed to have been activated by something and I believe that was my acknowledgement the “night school”. When I recalled that school and why I attended, the 3- year spell seemed to have miraculously lifted. I still don’t know what the significance of that was, as it appeared symbolic of something to do with maturity or “passing over.” Now that I knew about the secret education, perhaps I had reached a level of trust or become mature enough to deal with It. So much was still disjointed and I wanted a way of broadcasting this information purely to see how familiar it would be in the outside world. My first move perhaps wasn’t a wise one in terms of broadcast but it allowed me a chance to concisely document my story and remain anonymous. I chose to compile it all onto a web page which I felt would provide me with the immediate empowerment I desired. Telling my story on the Internet seemed an ideal choice. The launch of the Internet took off in a big way and came to our shores commercially towards the end of ‘94. It was something I was immediately drawn to and went in for 100% even though I only had a passing interest in computers. It’s interesting how the Internet and its functions naturally appealed to those with secret lives. I immediately saw this as a medium to tell my story. I remember typing out an outlined narration about what I believed happened to me from my first out-of-place memory to the night of the ceremony. Because I knew this work would be anonymous, I didn’t hold back on anything and felt free to tell the story like it was. I later played around with my illustrative skills and designed a background for the text together with a few pictures and a contact e-mail. I felt that something promising would be on the web soon. My finished web page was an essay on a mysterious silver backdrop just to look “new-age.” At first it seemed rather long for an introductory web page but it accurately told my entire story condensed. On the other hand, maybe it was short for a lifetime’s series of events. I wasted no time in uploading it and realised how rewarding online authoring could be. Here was my very own story and I had advertised it also on a few message boards from similar paranormal web sites. The whole purpose for uploading my story this way was for it to act as bait for someone professional out there who might actually recognise what my experiences were. I was ideally hoping that a specialist in the field of 110