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"Yes — the state of Consciousness at the ontological beginning, which covets attention for itself alone. The state of consciousness which hates, fears and deeply distrusts the creation, which prefers to roll over and go yo4aeo4 on back to sleep!" "Well, why then doesn't it just do that," the Colonel asked, "instead of wreaking so much havoc in the very field of the creation that it doesn't want to have anything to do with!" "Not that easy, Colonel," MT resumed the explanation. "In the moment of that vertiginous glimpse, the Wheels have already been set in motion. That dawning 'preview', that bare glimpse is enough; it's fatal, and it can't be taken back. The Creation is conterminous with Infinite, ultimately, and in the last analysis it's irrepressible. It comes pouring forward, carrying attention with it, authorizing itself through the very value of whole-being attention which it fascinates and lures offside, so as to borrow against it’. Might as well ask the Mind to forever cease ruminating over its associative contents." "Then this 'Luafenan' consciousness isn't just the original, featureless Selfness of Void—being, before any inkling of the creative patterns within it..." "No, Colonel. And that's very perceptive; Luciferian consciousness isn't the 'tmmaculate' state of consciousness prior to the Logoic issuance, nor could it ever be. Luciferian consciousness is itself born of a contradiction; for it doesn't arise until the Logoic creation is glimpsed. Therefore it's part of that Creation; it can't be separated from it because it was born and crystallized right along with it, at the moment of the creative inception. It's in a certain sense a thesis of the Logos — although it is precisely the Logoic 'thesis' that presents its direct Antithesis. Therefore this 'Luciferian' proposition within Being is the Anti-Logos." "Ah." "It is the Selfness of Consciousness, contemplating the indivisible eternality of its own Void—-navel, which at the same time refuses an integral Quality of Itself — it rejects the creativity of its own Heart, and therefore denies or proposes to negate the value of Love through which the intimate correspondence between Consciousness and its Creative potential, is realized." state." "Yes, exactly... the Creative process is already begun, it was irreversibly inaugurated with that glimpse, and the Luciferian consciousness is forever captured in that moment as a twilight state — it persists as an in—between pose, caught midway as the awkward amphibian between undifferentiated Void—being and the vertiginous fields of manifestation harboring all those properties and potentials It so loathes and fears. "Because this form of consciousness necessarily occurs in conjunction with the creative proposition, it's identified through that factor; it can't be the exclusive champion of Consciousness even though its dearest assertion in the face pf (potentially self—divisive)Creativity is a kind of purist 'return' to the undivided attention of Void—being; it's already tainted with a parental 'genome' it despises, so in effect a portion of its Protestation is sheer self-loathing. Ultimately, it's the nightmare effort to get away from its own being. "It comes about initially as a certain 'angle' of consciousness, a rapid/subliminal evaluation of its tolerance—potential for the mixed bag of elements breeding within it. Born as it is along with that Creative 190 T-Bird_Vs_The_Flying_saucers.htm "So 'Lucifer', then, is..." Ma-Trona Takes Pater-Time Job from Auntie Logos "I think I begin to see then, why it can't simply withdraw back into itself by a lapse, and recover its initial