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"The simplest way to understand it, is to see it as a cosmic extrapolation of the ordinary, easily—identifiable ego project common to 3rd density. As you can see by just a little self-examination, the ordinary ego—project is a continuous if unrecognized attempt to render the essential contingency and interdependence of existence, as a fantastical one-way flow of order from the self—defining format of the ego to the refractory 'otherness' of a 14 the world. "The ego first of all defines itself as an ideal constant, a model of Being or perfect stability insulated from the ‘change’ equated with death, in the very midst of the currents of change. That model, whether positiveor negative, clear or muddy, self—exalting or self-deprecating is just an empty abstraction, a dry idea which begs to be 'filled in'- supported and completed by the utter conformance toward it, of the world of change— the world of resistive 'otherness' through which personal 'will' is continuously displaced. So ego works to elicit the conformance of the world of change in support and substantiation of the ego—project. It seeks the confirmatory reaction, not necessarily the 'nod of approval’ but simply the gesture or response—pattern that conforms to, and reinforces in objective reflection, the ego's self—model. It seeks the sense of global substantiation, complete universal reinforcement without a teak. It wishes to definitively Be through the very patterns of 'becoming', or change, out of which its centralizing self—sense is coordinately aligned." "Yes; and that is definitively realized, and correspondingly adjusted-to, in the higher density positive framework. At the same time though, by the insistent clinging to it as the premise of higher—density development it becomes the occasion of the 'old college try' negative style. So the negatively—polarized being indeed enters into the university milieu of the higher densities, but parlays the ordinary 3rd density—level ego aim into a full-blown, Faustian project." "Ah! Comes the light." "Yes, of a sort— for in the Conscious domain of the higher densities, Light indeed becomes the oven mediating term, the common coinage and efficient aimand that both for positive and negative realms. Yet whereas in the positive realms the Whole—being value taking its 'coinage' in the medium of light necessarily draws the developing soul toward deep degrees of yielding and expansion into light, in the corresponding negative realms the objectis, rather, a progressive determination and development of appropriate mind/body mechanical means of devouring more light, stuffing the light-energy—values as it were into the voracious hole or constitutional void of emotional lack comprising the negative state of the ego—soul altogether. "The work of the negative being is to determine the formulae, extort and coax the technical keys of force—opening the internal mind/body centersand corresponding energy fields with their respective, guardian gatekeepers. The negative's business is to plunder the rich beds of energy—nutriment,the various treasure—troves of the vast creative domains where 'loosh' or psychic energy food is manufactured in abundance. For, being nonetheless a constitutionally contingent—being, a coordinate locus of mutually dependent states and functions, the ideally 'self—insular' ego—being is still definable as Process , as activities sof interchange,reciprocal conversions and linked metabolisms; it is, and participates in, the domain of Food. It is a function of ingestion, assimilation and elimination, and as such it defines the feeding process in terms of its own negative project: i.e. to eat rather than to be eaten, to devour progressively large chunks of being until, ideally, the very universe is swallowed and so incorporated into the ultimate justification and definitive aggrandizement of its ownarbitrarily circumscribed' self. "Rather than the ultimate resolution with Whole—being value through progressive conversion of light—energy units (as is characteristic of higher—density positive development), the negative version posits ultimate aggrandizement in parallel duplication of Whole—being value through maximum incorporation of available radiance." 172 T-Bird_Vs_The_Flying_saucers.htm "I see; the ego's project is internally self—contradictory and therefore impossible."