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98 because she felt it was “none of his business.” He ordered that she be taken to another area called the “probing room,” where she lost consciousness after receiving another injection. After each abduction by the military group, Angie grew more and more apprehensive and fearful. When | asked her about any positive help she might have received from the aliens she thought of as her friends, Angie’s reply, in a January 2, 1994, letter, showed how much more she now questioned her experiences than she had done in the beginning. “Since that military group stepped into the scene,” she wrote, “there haven’t been any aliens to come to my rescue. | constantly pray for help and guidance from the good sources in the universe, but there just hasn’t been any help on my part. | don’t know which aliens are trying to help me, and which aliens are out to deceive me. The spiritual growth and all the good things I’ve experienced may not be linked to my [alien] experiences. Maybe it’s just something | brought about all by myself.” Apparently there was someone else aware of her feelings, because six days after she wrote that letter Angie had an alien abduction for the first time in months, which seemed designed, in part, to placate her. After going to bed on the night of January 8, she woke up to find herself on board a craft in the company of a Gray. Angie said she was neither paralyzed nor in a trance state and clearly recalls the alien using some device to “locate and reactivate an implant” by insertion of something into her ear. She was then told they were finished with her and she would be returned home. “Before | go,” Angie said, “you are going to tell me what this is all about.” The alien replied that information had just been placed in the implant and that Angie would “know everything in due time.” But she insisted on asking more questions. When she asked why the military personnel had given her so many injections, the alien said that they used “tranquilizer drugs on all recruits to prevent them from running away.” She said the alien also apologized for the military group’s “indiscretions” and told her she would not be made to watch any more “killing events.” Angie had her doubts about this and told the alien that the warning had been for her not to “talk,” but that she had continued to “talk” since then. The alien replied that she should do what she felt was important. “He said the military people have been untruthful about most of what they've told me,” she reported, “and that some of their demonstrations were mere illusions. It’s part of their cover-up.” She also questioned him about the space craft and was told that it operated on “the power of the mind.” But she was unable to ask anything more because four Grays entered and led her through a corridor to an exit from the craft just then. “| saw that we were in a big hangar at some base,” she said, “and there must have been more than fifty military people there.” She was told that those people would return her to her home, but before she could go over to them, one of the aliens used some device to render her unconscious. Her next memory was of being back in her bedroom, and that day she had recurrent bouts of pain on the side of her head where the probe had gone into her ear. As with most abductees, there is no ending yet to Angie’s story, nor a clear understanding of the agenda behind her repeated abductions. But there are certainly a number of important questions raised by her account, which has only been partially presented here. Compared to other abduction scenarios, Angie’s contains many of the typical elements: various physical exams, fetus-retrieval and baby presentation; visions of the desert world; sexual activities; training and instruction sessions; teleportation methods; the “black box”; punctures and bruises; and implants, to name a few. Similarly, her reports of activities and details in the encounters involving apparently military personnel contain much that is