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85 round, silver metal thing in the area of a ‘nose.’ | hear metal clinks and the silver thing comes up to my ear. It feels ‘clinical.’ He’s telling me everything is okay and he knows I’m not afraid, but I’m reassured telepathically. | know they hear me, and also he’s ‘reading’ me. There is the absolute feeling of immense power and a rather impersonal caring and kindness. | also feel concern, but again, personal yet impersonal to a great degree. As | dwell on it, the ‘eye’ was truly alien, or rather not human. God, it was intense, probing, objective, impersonal, all-powerful. “The silver metal thing is looking. It connects to my ear by clamping on the outside. In fact, it clamps on and covers my entire ear, and something is inserted. Something that implants and affects my brain chemicals and certain subtle functions. It is adding. The implant looks like a very tiny oblong cylinder about a quarter-inch long or smaller, made of non-metal stuff. “I’m reassured during the entire procedure. And it doesn’t hurt too much. | ask why they need that, and he looks deep into my eyes for a long time. Then he says that it was my choice, that | agreed to all this a long time ago. “| said | didn’t remember the agreement and when did | do that. And he answered, Before you were born, and we've had this conversation before. “| asked him, ‘Why me?’ “He said, Because you became open and now the awakening has begun. He told me that neither | nor the many others awakened could stop the arousal of ourselves or of humankind. The trigger had been pulled, and everything was to schedule. "They pulled the thing away from my ear, and it hurt and stung for a little bit. | felt like something had been drawn out, an energy of some sort. They inserted sound in my head, and for a little bit afterward | was blind and could only see brilliant, revolving, iridescent colors so intense | had a momentary light explosion accompanied by a brief, unbelievable wave of head pain. But | saw his eye come close, his head touching my head, our left eyes almost touching, and the pain stopped. His eye was all | could see. His eye took the colors and pain away, and | was so grateful. His eye made me sleepy. | was comforted by the closeness of the energy and by his eye. “| can’t say yet what he looked like because the ‘globe’ screen is strong. The globe had seams of some sort. The eye is partially outlined in some fashion... a black void, liquid somehow and observing me on all levels of my being. “At one point during all this, but | can’t remember when, | was also told that the power- hungry governments of the earth were going to be very surprised because their worst nightmare was about to come true, that even they hadn't fully estimated the effect the Voyagers’ arrival would have on the worldwide human population, or the rapid growth of their influence; that they (govt.) still hadn’t fully accepted that it was a losing battle and eventually they will acquiesce.” The implications of such statements, if true, are enormous. Jane didn’t know what to think about the communication, although the exam scenario seemed real. Moreover, the memory differed from the spiritual encounter that emerged in the hypnotic recall. Were they two episodes of the same event, or was one memory a contrived screen for the other? Throughout everything she has experienced, Jane’s thoughts and emotions have run the gamut. “At first | was terrified,” she wrote in our initial contact, “but now I’m not. | feel whatever