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83 feel so bad, when | get older.” “What won't feel so bad?” “Their coming, their visits. It’s so kind. They look at the right side and the left side. They lay me down, pick up my legs one at a time. It tickles. They pull my toes. And rub their hands up my sides and say, Turn, so | turn.” The exam continued, in which Jane was “poked” with an instrument that reminded her of “chapstick.” Then she was taken into the colorful room and from there to a third location. “We go into the room with all the green, it’s so pretty,” she described. “I see big plants and animals and colors, too, of flowers and beautiful trees. | see rabbits, and | see a deer, and a bird, and...uh, oh, oh, down there in the water!” “What water?” “There’s water, a lot of water. It’s like a huge swimming pool. Something’s swimming in the water, but | want to see the deer. | walk over, | see its eyes. It’s white.” “What about the water?” the hypnotist asked, because Jane had turned away from that image very nervously. “| know what’s in there, and | don’t want to look!” Jane resisted. “I don’t want to look! “You don’t have to look,” the hypnotist reassured her, but the image was already clear. “| don’t know what it is. Its head is real big, it’s green,” Jane said apprehensively, and then in a panic she shouted, “Oh! Oh! Ow, it’s got me! Ooohhh! It has me by the neck! Ow! Let me go! Oh, oh! My ear! My ear hurts now!” Jane was so upset by the recollection that after she had regained a calmer state of mind the session was brought to a close. Afterward, she described the water creature as having a long neck and some sort of “knobs” on its head. Something painful happened to her ear, and then the creature disappeared back into the water. She remembered nothing more, until the entities took her back to her grandmother, who then recovered consciousness. To date, whenever she has tried to read the transcripts of both regressions, she becomes so physically and emotionally upset that she cannot do it. But these are fairly mundane events within the abduction scenario, and her overreaction may come from events which are still suppressed in her memory. Far more pleasant, or at least acceptable, have been the telepathic communications and “knowings” that have come to Jane without the aliens being present. The very first message came on November 25, 1992, from which she recorded, “I have suddenly understood that | must give myself to the Awakening. | understood this as if it were being told to me. There is a strong sense of urgency. | must respect my mother and all other things. To not hurt things, to live and let live. The time will come when they will present themselves to me in my reality. Won't be long. As angels they are in the mists of our mind. Give myself to the awakening. Do things in a good and calm matter, and everything will be okay.” The second message, on December 1, gave instructions and warned her to prepare to photograph the UFOs, which showed up as promised. On April 22, 1993, she had another revelation.