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16 One such event in October 1992 seemed related to some of her previous experiences. “| dreamed someone was talking to me mentally,” she said, “telling me things. | couldn’t grasp the exact words, but | heard one sentence like this: The destruction comes in four quariens. ‘Quarien’ is not a word we know, but | took it to mean four parts of some kind. Then | saw what | call a graph. | felt as though | was getting a gentle warning of the ‘bad time on earth’ like it is very near to happening now.” Such warnings had not only been given to Pat at various times in her life, but they have been part of many abductees’ experiences and are indeed one of the most commonly reported events in this phenomenon. So are unexplained physical marks on abductees’ bodies, and here again Pat fits the pattern. In the summer of 1993, Pat discovered an unusual design on her inner wrist, a circle of six dots with a seventh dot in the center. This design, incidentally, was reported in a handful of cases in 1991 and 1992, and it may not be a coincidence that these cases have mostly come from Florida, where Pat lives. A couple of months after the design appeared, Pat had an experience relating to this circular pattern. “| had a dream August 7, in the middle of the afternoon,” she explained. “It was one of those ‘naps’ that [makes you] ‘hit the bed and you're out like a light." There were voices in my dream that sounded like soft whispers, and | began to listen more closely. "There was something said about ‘being innocent like a child,’ and this feeling flooded my whole body and soul. It felt like being in the state of pure innocence without knowing anything about fear, hate, prejudice...a pure, wonderful state of being in love, secure, protected, and ‘without sin’ as we call it. | saw a scene from my childhood of the town | lived in. It looked like it did way back then. | saw myself, about eleven years old. My feeling in the dream was of great ‘Then a voice said to me, Get up, child, and look to the Nebulous. It can take you there. And in my dream | got up and unlocked my back door and looked up in a daytime sky and saw a most beautiful circle of lights with one light in the middle, spinning around like marquee lights on a movie house, all spinning in golden color. It was beautiful, and the voice said | could not go now, because in that dream | was pleading to go to the Nebulous now. When he said | couldn’t go now, | begged him to let me see it when | was in my conscious mind. He said he would, but | haven’t seen it yet. It was like a wondrous thing for another time in my life. But my overall feeling was that | would have died to go to this Nebulous. “| woke up very groggy, like | was on drugs, and hurried to write it down before | could forget. The nebulous design was the same as the design on my wrist.” Pat felt she understood what “Nebulous” meant, associating it with the lighted circular object she first saw. But “nebulous” is an adjective rather than a noun-“ nebula” is the proper form-and thus there is no specific definition for reference other than “cloudy,” “lacking form,” and “unidentified,” according to the dictionary. Exactly two months later, on October 7, Pat received a related communication while in a conscious state of mind, explaining the “Nebulous.” A voice said, The Nebulous is a code; the code has been broken. Pat saw a whole Nebulous followed by a broken one. “| could see a jellylike stuff that connected the dots,” she described. “Il knew that the Nebulous was then something that was in our bodies when we were created. When we were created, we were supposed to have a perfect Nebulous. This gave us personal contact with our Creator. When the Nebulous was broken, by disobedience, we no longer had personal contact with the Creator. We had to adapt to living on our own, thus losing our innocence and pure state of being in human form.”