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136 She thinks, e the Grays care very little about humans personally e the humanoids are involved with sexual aspects of the phenomenon (from her conscious recollections, at least) e the Tans are concerned to bind us to them through our emotions Polly has expressed many ideas about the alien agenda. “| Know many feel they [aliens] need reproductive material from us,” she wrote, “but the way it feels to me is, although there may be the aspect that we are a resource, it feels like a highly sophisticated mind game.” And she recognizes, as has Anita, that the mind game can be very effective. “Intellectually | can say, ‘They are out for control; don’t trust them’,” Polly has confided. “But, Karla, emotionally and deep in my mind | trust certain ones of them more than anything else in the universe. And | have been confronting bit by bit the evidence that they made me feel this way for their purposes, to fulfill their agenda, not for my good. The depth of my trust, | think, is more frightening than the depth of my fear.” Like Anita, she recognizes the directed nature of her response. ‘Their consistent theme is control,” she continued. “It is maddening to realize that although we strive to empower ourselves and know that we can claim and enforce our own mental sovereignty, still so often they slip by our defenses...and own parts of us which by rights we should have in our conscious possession.” In spite of what some prominent abduction theorists tell us about avoiding thinking in terms of “good and evil” or “positive and negative” when it comes to the aliens, this simply cannot be done, nor should it be. For these women, for my husband and myself, for all abductees, knowing that we have been made a part of this agenda and that we have been implanted, trained, and programmed to participate in some future scenario, how can we not ask to what purpose our minds, bodies, and souls will be used? How can we put aside our rationality, our learned wisdom, and our ethics to trust the words and actions of beings whose nature is kept hidden from us and whose agenda involves the entire world? More immediately, what can be done to alter the abduction situation? Is there any sign that things are changing? The answer is a cautious yes, there is evidence of a change in the ‘standard operating procedure’ of abduction events over the last forty or fifty years. On the part of the aliens, there seems to have been a quantitative and qualitative increase in abduction activity since the mid-1980s in this country. Whereas most events in the past were deeply suppressed in the abductees’ memories, by 1986 hundreds, if not thousands, of abductees began to remember past experiences and to be more currently aware of new ones. Either the aliens were not doing a good job of suppressing the memories, or something was triggering a wake-up call in the abductees. Further, more abductees were reporting a variety of alien physical types, not just the small Gray workers typically encountered in the past. An argument can be made that this awareness was initiated deliberately by the aliens, as part of the preparation for the predicted coming global event in which abductees will be activated to perform their “tasks.” But a different argument can also be made, that abductees were waking up on their own, many times “seeing through” the illusions and virtual-reality scenarios as Anita did when she told the Tan entity who was projecting love toward her, "Too bad it isn’t She thinks, e the Grays care very little about humans personally e the humanoids are involved with sexual aspects of the phenomenon (from her conscious recollections, at least) e the Tans are concerned to bind us to them through our emotions Polly has expressed many ideas about the alien agenda. “| Know many feel they [aliens] need reproductive material from us,” she wrote, “but the way it feels to me is, although there may be the aspect that we are a resource, it feels like a highly sophisticated mind game.” And she recognizes, as has Anita, that the mind game can be very effective. “Intellectually | can say, ‘They are out for control; don’t trust them’,” Polly has confided. “But, Karla, emotionally and deep in my mind | trust certain ones of them more than anything else in the universe. And | have been confronting bit by bit the evidence that they made me feel this way for their purposes, to fulfill their agenda, not for my good. The depth of my trust, | think, is more frightening than the depth of my fear.” Like Anita, she recognizes the directed nature of her response. ‘Their consistent theme is control,” she continued. “It is maddening to realize that although we strive to empower ourselves and know that we can claim and enforce our own mental sovereignty, still so often they slip by our defenses...and own parts of us which by rights we should have in our conscious possession.” In spite of what some prominent abduction theorists tell us about avoiding thinking in terms of “good and evil” or “positive and negative” when it comes to the aliens, this simply cannot be done, nor should it be. For these women, for my husband and myself, for all abductees, knowing that we have been made a part of this agenda and that we have been implanted, trained, and programmed to participate in some future scenario, how can we not ask to what purpose our minds, bodies, and souls will be used? How can we put aside our rationality, our learned wisdom, and our ethics to trust the words and actions of beings whose nature is kept hidden from us and whose agenda involves the entire world? More immediately, what can be done to alter the abduction situation? Is there any sign that things are changing? The answer is a cautious yes, there is evidence of a change in the ‘standard operating procedure’ of abduction events over the last forty or fifty years. On the part of the aliens, there seems to have been a quantitative and qualitative increase in abduction activity since the mid-1980s in this country. Whereas most events in the past were deeply suppressed in the abductees’ memories, by 1986 hundreds, if not thousands, of abductees began to remember past experiences and to be more currently aware of new ones. Either the aliens were not doing a good job of suppressing the memories, or something was triggering a wake-up call in the abductees. Further, more abductees were reporting a variety of alien physical types, not just the small Gray workers typically encountered in the past. An argument can be made that this awareness was initiated deliberately by the aliens, as part of the preparation for the predicted coming global event in which abductees will be activated to perform their “tasks.”