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112 “| turned on the light, but no one was on the porch. | opened the door and looked out, but no one was outside. | thought it was strange that I'd heard that sound. | went back to my work in my study. Then | looked at the time, and it was 1:27 a.m.!! 1 couldn't believe it! I'd lost an hour and twenty minutes.” Seamlessly, the time gap had occurred, and she had no memory of any disruption. But other times she had flashback memories pop up suddenly, including one scene in which she woke up one night hearing the words, Did you think it was all by accident? The statement’s meaning was clear, she said, “that the Earth is a giant zoo or experiment.” Other such “downloadings’” of ideas and scenes included one of a “future world” our children will “inherit,” a world that is “dying.” On one occasion, the thought, We were without form played through her head repeatedly. Two other such thoughts were more disturbing: Survival of the fittest. That’s why wars are promoted, one said, and the other repeated, Death is the journey Home. She also recalled a lesson which showed how the aliens use “frightening images” through ‘mental projections” to control humans. “Fear is the real enemy,” she said. In April 1993, Amy had her first taste of a phenomenon all too familiar to abductees: the black helicopters. After the first one flew over her home she noted, “They really do exist- now | know what one looks like.” Other such flights have occurred since then, frequently late at night with repeated circular passes above her home. And like so many other abductees, Amy has reason to believe her children have been touched by the phenomenon. One daughter recently said her leg was tingling “the way it feels when you put it through the wall,” indicating to Amy that the child might well have been receiving the same sort of instruction she herself had. Her other daughter described two types of “balls of light” she has seen repeatedly in the house. On is larger than a basketball and multicolored, and the other type is smaller, displaying a trail or tail of some sort. Amy was very concerned about further evidence of her children’s involvement after what she thought was a dream turned out to be highly questionable. In the first part, she was aboard a ship with several smaller Grays and two or three six-foot-tall entities. The Grays told her that human concepts of “Armageddon” were not correct. “I remember thinking that what they told me was nothing like anything I, or anyone, had ever imagined,” she said. And while this occurred, Amy said she could feel the taller beings “directing” the lecture and that their mind was in her mind, an intensely felt presence that made her “want to cry.” It was similar to the intensity of the “lady” who taught her things, she said. “No matter how tough | consider myself to be, | wouldn’t stand a chance against the Tall Ones,” she emphasized. “I think they reminded me that they have me, body and soul, and always have had me.” In the next part of the dream, she and her daughter Grace were involved in a series of scenes and events culminating with a police car approaching them. Amy said it had very bright lights that were “not right for a police car.” The policeman inside, whom she didn’t like, spoke to her, but then she awoke from the dream when her other daughter began coughing. She later went back to bed, hearing a “loud static-buzz sound” before falling asleep. The next morning while cooking, Amy said her ear began to itch.