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lation. So we will translate and assist in this communication. This information is thus: We would say that you have learned your lessons well, our son. At this time in your evolution there is an awareness channel being opened to allow you more direct access to those areas from which you seem most isolated. You have been denied access to this for areason. There was a period oftime in aprevious lifetime-if you so choose that terminology-in which you abused this privilege. This area of your awareness was closed off at that time, so you would experience a lack, a very definite feeling of denial. This was done so that you would more fully appreciate the usage of this awareness and this power. This has caused you much grief and concern in this incarnation. So much so that you have often felt the desire to return to spirit and to be once again in these energies. (This apparently referred to the suicidal tendencies in his early life.) At that period in your previous life on another planet, there was an experience where those energies became unbalanced due to misuse. This experi- ence caused you to decide for yourself the most appropriate manner in which you would rebalance them. D: In the other lifetime, did heuse these energiesin a negativeway? That was why itwas shutoff to him? P: That is accurate. It would be likened to a fall. D: You keep sayingthere'sno such thingas time, but Iwas wonderingvhen thatoccurred P: We would translate in your terms ... roughly several millionof your years, although the analogy is somewhat rough. D: But he hadto wait that long through many, many lifetimes to earn the right to come back to usingthe energy again? P: That is accurate. We will speak freely of this incident at this time, for this was an experience which was necessary for the develop- ment of this... we hesitate to use the term"Vehicle," for this isnot an accurate statement The composite experiences of this energy (Phil) would be more accurately described asbeing a "phase." So it was important for this phase to experience what was brought about by the misuse and removal of these energies. This occurred because he disclosed that which was not to have been given. There was a situation in that period, when he desired to assist in the uplifting of those who were in his charge. There are strict rules in the universe as to what can be given and what is not to be given. These rules are absolute and shall not be breached. The Mysterious Black Box 277