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AFTER THE DISCUSSION we started the session. I had planned to explore the dream about the metal probe being inserted into his breast also wanted to trace the black box back to the time he had apparently built it and leftit on the ship for his future incarnation of Phil to discover. These were the objectives, but although Phil was willing (or apparently thought he was willing) to explore these things, his subconscious was not so anxious to cooperate this time. When Phil entered his familiar trance he encountered a barrier of sorts. The entities or whoever itis that seem to control these ses- sions announced that they would notallow Phil to explore any event pertaining to his present lifetime. They were aware of the turmoil his conscious mind was going through in its attempts to adjust these dis- closures with his version ofreality, the problems he was having trying to integrate the information into his normal every-day life. Until this conflict was resolved it was determined that we would not be allowed to further explore these incidents. Therefore access was denied. But they did agree to answer questions, as long as I did not approach these personal experiences. P: We share your concern for the vehicle, for he is one ofus. And we would not allow him to experience that which would be Annie atieen ta cee Len whan ek 3 ee destructive to one who has chosen such a precarious mission. We watch with great interest For he has chosen, from our perspec- tive, perhaps the most perilous mission one could possibly choose, and has as yet done quite well. He has literally run the risk of total loss of control. He is, at this time, on his own, so to say. Cut off from what many would experience in order to guide 256 DENIAL OF ACCESS