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It's in the subconscious and it needs to be released through the conscious. It's like grafting a burn. When they scrap the burn, it's horrible and it's painful, but it's what has to be done to promote the healing. Do you know what I'm talking about? D: I don'tknowa lot aboutit. ButIget the idea. P: That's ahorrible process when people are severely burned. They have to scrape the dead skin offoccasionally to prevent scarring, or something. I'm not exactly sure what they do, but it's along those lines. That's how Isee this, as a disturbance inside that has to be released and vented. It has to come through. Ithas to be expressed. That's part of the process. As it's being released it will cause these feelings, but then it always passes. I've got a strong constitution. Ican handle it It's not going to cause any perma- nent problems. Ijust wanted you to know that ifI said I wasn't feeling well or something, or if it was disturbing me, you would understand why. I needed to tell you so you would be aware of what was going on. Mn. Nee 5 ee ee Ds ee we te cee D: But anyway, you saidyou thoughtyou could handle it betternow than you Could a couple ofyears agowhen wefist started working on thesepast lives. It could have come outthen. I wouldn't have wanted to even try to deal with it back then. It's hard to describe. I don't know why it's so upsetting. But the knowledge of all that stuff that we worked with before in the channelling, and being familiar with other entities and aliens and so forth, is good background to be able to handle this. It was preparation to deal with this. I say my constitution is really strong but yet at the same time the human psyche is very fragile. Oh, yes, that'swhy you have to be careful But usually thesubconscious won't allowyou to bringanythingorward that'sgoing to harmyou. It's very protective. That'sprobablywhy it'skept ithidden allthis time. Yes, exactly. But yet there isthe growth factor. You have to grow. You have to heal. And there's a compromise there in comfort versus healing. Not all healing is necessarily comfortable, but the priority would be the healing over the relatively minor discom- fort. So it's something that I have got to continue with until... Idon't know. Idon't know what it's going to lead to. Yes, I thoughtwe werefinished lastweek, but apparentlythere'sstillsome more to be explored. I have a good sense of when to cut something off, or what to explore. Notso much consciously, but I guess my subconscious 252 The Keepers ofthe Garden