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basically the shape of the eyes. Round in the middle, but they came to slits on the side. He had light hair, blond or gray or something like that Again it's like wasn't looking so much at themor around them, as at their face, their eyes. You kind of lock in on that. And the other little things that you get kind of filter in from the side. It's like our eyes are magnets and they lock in. It's almost compelling. And when they look at you they have that magnetic pull. You can't break away from it : Maybe that'show the infomation is communicated. Itis. It's almost like there's a physical connection there and the communication goes across that lock, that magnetic pullorwhat- ever it is. He was real friendly and it was like he knew something that I didn't, but itwas something nice. Itwasn't anything bad at all. It was almost as though he had a twinkle in his eyes. : The only part that botheredyou was thatthing thatshocked people Yes, that bothered me when he was telling me how they can make people stop and stun them. They can control people with a beam that they operate from the panel. It's a lot like when we take cattle to market. We guide them through the chutes and use a cattle prod and shock them to make them do what we want. It reminded me of that. It came out of the ship, I guess. He was saying they use that beam to control people when they have to. It seemed we're like cattle to them. Then they didn't seem so friendly. : How doyoufeekboutit now? Hmmm, neutral. At this point I don't know if I really believe it or not, but itdoesn't bother me that I don't. I wish Icould. I'd like to believe it. Let's put it that way, Iwish there was something that I could get a grasp on and say that I really believed this, but Idon't. I think it's more like imagination or something. I don't know if it is real. Iguess I'm kind of disappointed that I didn't experience something that I really could believe in. Why doyoufeel you want to believe it? (Slowly and hesitantly) Just think that it's something that... well, it gives us hope that there's more to life than just this day- to-day mundane stuff. Just to know there's a greater reality. Something else out there. It's more exciting than our day-to-day life. But it'sjust not something that we can say, "Well, yeah, this isreal." It's either a product ofa fertile imagination, or ... I don't know what it is. Discoveryof EarlierContacts 247