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229 P: Itwas an uncomfortable feeling. I don't know ifit was alive. But I know that for a minute there the thought really disturbed me. This session seemed to upset and disturb Phil. Even after an hour of discussion he still seemed agitated when we parted. It was a diffi- cultconcept to accept and apparently he was having trouble analyz- ing iton many levels. Ididn't think he would want to try anything like this again. The information bothered him more than any time we had ever worked together. I almost wished we had not uncovered this, but it was his idea. I felt he would want to leave it alone and not go near this type of topic again. But I was wrong. His curiosity was stronger than his revulsion. Terrorinthe Night