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I was so happy that such an event had happened that I trembled with joy. It was like an ice-cold shower on a hot, humid, summer’s day. I met Rael a few days after the conference for the first time. In one weekend I had read the two messages twice over. Rael said to me: “You have everything within yourself to find the answers to your problems. Once they will have been solved, you will be 80 per cent more efficient. Your family problems are crushing you; they are stopping you and paralyzing you.’ Now I know what he meant. I am so happy at having chosen the path of awareness and consciousness. Since then, I have read the messages many times over, and becoming a Guide was the consecration of my priesthood for which I had always been searching. I understood that I had not waited in vain, and that I was continuing the true church, the original church, since I was going to follow the last of the great prophets of the Age of Apocalypse, and I was going to work at the diffusion of the messages of the Elohim, our creators, going to work at this “unity” to which I had already dedicated my life, since these messages announce the “religion of the religions”, the religion of the infinite, the religion of the intelligence of Man and the eternity of matter. Thus, then, is my end and my beginning. I am happy and I love. I was relieved of my duties as a specialist on religion. I am teaching French and mathematics as my main subjects, and religion and moral behavior as my second subjects. I never speak openly of the messages in my professional environment, but people can feel them in my behavior, and I am respected for it. The time is near when my colleagues will ask me about these messages; I can just feel it; I am sure of it. Everywhere else I go, I diffuse the messages by my presence and by my words. I have “apostatized” the Roman Catholic church, even though I am still convinced that there has been no breaking, but rather a continuation of the truth. This rejuvenates and gratifies me. My entire life is dedicated to revealing to all men of good will, this de-mystified truth, this message of love, fraternity and peace, this serenity, this unique and revolutionary message for those who seek to 348 INTELLIGENT DESIGN: MESSAGE FROM THE DESIGNERS