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Words could hardly describe what I felt while reading these two messages: surprise mixed with admiration and fear, a shock of joy! This is a very poor description. I was transported with joy into a state of well-being or an indescribable euphoria and a profound sense of peace, with a new outlook. No! A renewed outlook on everything. If the word resentment (from the French word “ressentiment” also meaning to feel again) did not have this pejorative sense, I would use it to explain the various feelings which I was living so intensely. Two days before my departure from Europe, I had visited a musician friend of mine who had asked me to bring back The Book Which Tells The Truth, as he could not find it in Canada, since he did not know who the editor was. He made me listen to a recorded interview which the CBC International had released in Europe, and which had been transmitted several times during the 1975-76 season. I had only a vague idea of the messages then; and to please my friend, I had promised to bring him back this book. Before his waiting period was rewarded on my return on the following July 10th, it was I who had been rewarded and beyond all my expectations! It was as if I had discovered a precious pearl, without having really looked for it! I am speaking of course of what the messages contained. It was only upon my return that I had started to investigate this message intelligently, if I may say so; a little “at random’, I tried to understand the essence of the messages. I looked at the biblical writings which I had studied in theology on my way to priesthood; then in the Kabala wich was unfamiliar to me, except for a few Hebrew words which I had learned in theology; also in the history of religions, particularly in the history of Christianity; and finally in the scientific field. I formed my opinion based on this research. What was it that struck me most in these messages? What 1 1 nN impressed me the most? Without too many comments, I will outline the strong points, in a synthesis of my impressions, although these points should be discussed at greater length: The original Béble, written in Hebrew, speaks of Elohim, which means literally “those who came from the sky”. Elohim is a word 335 COMMENTARIES & TESTIMONIALS OF RAELIANS - IMPRESSIONS OF A PRIEST