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how. MYSTICAL STATES + 245 / have no idea how long I was in this confluence ofpure energy, or whatever/however I might describe it. Finally I felt myself tumbling gently and sliding backward awayfrom this Light, sliding down a ramp. I could see myselfdoing this, a naked, thin, luminescent childlike being that glowed with a warm, yellow light. My head was enlarged, and my body was that of afour-year-old child. Waves of the Light touched me as my body receded from it. Iwas almost dizzy with happiness as the slide down the ramp fi- nally ended. Of course, we had no idea what Sean was experiencing. My notes at 9 minutes after this third injection simply indicate that Sean stated, / think I'm down. After filling out the rating scale, he said, It's interesting. I chose to enter a bright light. I offered general support and encouragement: "I'm glad you chose to go into it rather than waiting and observing." It wasn't too conscious a choice. "Faith can be leaping off the cliff optimistically." It wasn't that scary. He paused and smiled, / can't believe I'm doing this. That you're doing this. Let's return to his letter for notes on his fourth and final dose that day: There were wire people everywhere riding bicycles, like programmed people, like video-game people having fun. I watched them. They were blue-green, running all around me. Like being in a parking tower. I forget what happened at the end. They did itfor a long time! I kept wondering if anything else would happen. Slowly the trip ended, but I can't remember The morning was almost over. Sean's face was pale as he removed his eyeshades. He bent his knees up toward his chest. Laura said, "You look tired." No, I'm not tired, I just feel fuzzy. He looked around the room and at us and sighed, What a day!