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CONTACT THROUGH THE VEIL: 2 + 215 "This is the last dose. You can really go for it." Kevin added, "Make sure you return." At 5 minutes, her blood pressure and heart rate went up higher than they had all morning, even compared to her 2-minute reading, when people's responses are usually greatest. She obviously was exerting her- self, but at what, we would find out only later. At 10 minutes, my records indicate that she murmured, We have things we can offer you too. Spirituality. . .. Okay, hurry up. Right there, right there. I did itfor you. There, you can go out. Sara's notes from dose #4: Iwent directly into deep space. They knew Iwas coming back and they were readyfor me. They told me there were many things they could share with us when we learn how to make more extended contact. Again, they wanted something from me, notjust physical information. They were inter- ested in emotions and feelings. I told them, "We have something we can give you: spirituality." I guess what I really meant was Love. I tried to figure out how to do this. Ifelt a tremendous energy, brilliant pink light with white edges, building on my left side. I knew it was spiritual energy and Love. They were on my right, so I reached out my hands across the universe and prepared to be a bridge. I let this energy pass through me to them. I said something like, "See, there I did itfor you. You have it." They were grateful. I was coming down off the DMT, losing altitude. I would have to go back. Iwas a little disappointed that experience was spent "giving" when what I wanted was spiritual enlightenment. Should I have asked for some- thing to take back first? I guess I don'tfeel comfortable in my role as an earthly spiritual emissary. But I did my best. I always knew we weren't alone in the universe. I thought that the only way to encounter them is with bright lights and flying saucers in outer space. It never occurred to me to actually encounter them in our own inner space. I thought the only things we could encounter were things in our own personal sphere of archetypes and mythology. I expected spirit guides and angels, not alien life-forms.