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Dose #3: 214 * THE SESSIONS She asked, "Is it best to hope and intend for something, like to see that little pulsating shining creature again?" "The best is to have no intention. If you intend something and it doesn't happen, you'll bump against it. You'll react against it. Just feel your body lying in bed and try and empty your mind." She nodded, and we all paused to look out the window, remarking on the beauty of the thunderheads building in the spring sky. Sara looked exhausted. / realized what Rick said was true, that the most intense part of each trip was spent tangled up in these colors. This time, I quickly blasted through to the "other side." / was in a void ofdarkness. Suddenly, beings appeared. They were cloaked, like silhouettes. They were glad to see me. They indi- cated that they had had contact with me as an individual before. They seemed pleased that we had discovered this technology. [felt like a spiri- tual seeker who had gotten toofar offcourse and, instead of encountering the spirit world, overshot my destination and ended up on another planet. They wanted to learn more about our physical bodies. They told me humans exist on many levels. I needed to reconnect with my body in time for the blood pressure check and blood sampling. It was as ifthey, rather than Laura, were collecting the information, and they appreciated my do- ing itfor them. Somehow we had something in common. They told me to "embracepeace." / couldfeel myselfbegin to slip awayfrom them as the drug wore off. As I started to come down, I saw these thingsfrom their world that I really can't describe. I thought ofhow the South Pacific natives could see only Captain Cook's small boats, and not his big ships, until they actually climbed on board and touched them. The reentry was very difficult. Ifelt sort oflost, but I sensed a tractor beam ofKevin's love andfollowed it in. My notes state that Sara got up to use the bathroom. Upon returning she said, "I'm tired, but I'm ready for the fourth dose."