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it's there. 208 +* THE SESSIONS The 0.05 and 0.1 mg/kg DMT doses without and then with pindolol were relatively uneventful. We used the time to process his high-dose encounter with the feasting alien insects. Inow have thefeeling that there's something more that I can't access in my daily life. I guess it's thefeeling ofhaving made alien contact. I guess T have an expectation of that contact in everyday life. I hope for it. I know I had to ask, "What is the nature of alien sex? Would you say it is like intercourse, or is it more the feeling, or what?" It's positive and warm. Maybe it's like an after-sexual effect, feeling alive and alert. Rex then came in for two 0.2 mg/kg doses, one with and one without pindolol. He seemed moderately affected by the first 0.2 dose: / realize the intense pulsating-buzzing sound and vibration are an at- tempt by the DMT entities to communicate with me. The beings were there and they were doing something to me, experimenting on me. Isaw a sinister face, but then one ofthem somehow tried to begin reassuring me. Then the space opened up around me. There were creatures and machinery. It looked like it was in afield ofblack space. There were brilliant psychedelic colors outlining the creatures and the machinery. The field went onforever. They were sharing this with me, letting me see all this. There was a female. I felt like Iwas dying, then she appeared and reassured me. She accompanied me during the viewing ofthe machinery and the creatures. When Iwas with her Thad a deepfeeling ofrelaxation and tranquility. I was happy he finally was finding some support within his trips: "At last, a friend!" Yes. She had an elongated head. I guess the guardians were keeping mefrom seeing her. Trying again to interpret his experiences psychologically, I said, "The guardians are your own stuff. They're just the things that prevent you from seeing what's there." And again, just like last time, Rex gently rebuked me: / know, but they do seem like something else. They seem like guard- ians, gatekeepers.