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Yes it does. these layers. Yes, warm. bed. 172. * THE SESSIONS She laughed dryly, then began crying more deeply. These aren't sad tears, they are tears of enlightenment. "It doesn't matter." I felt her bristle as she said, Reflecting back to her even more closely, I offered, "I guess they are a cleansing sort of tears." Yes. I'll be a guru after this morning. You know how everyone's quest is to find the meaning or the purpose of life? Well, it's to feel this way. Life doesn't cut it normally. "What do you mean?" Everything about life. It's not very empowering. You aren't taught to focus on yourself. To realize the strength you have in yourself. Life throws you into the victim role. [know that's a trite expression, but I think it's true. Things do happen when you're out of control with your life. These DMT experiences are like the height of meditation, accessing inner power and inner strength. You know that question in your rating scale about "higher power or God"? Well, I'm uncomfortable with that idea because it implies outside, but I do contact something deeper and more inside. This session was more combined, in terms ofthe presences joining me and me being the focus ofit more. Thefirst trip was just me, and the second trip was more the presences; this was a combination. "How do you feel about the fourth dose coming up?" It'll be the best, it'll be even better. Iam going deeper and deeper through Immediately after giving Cassandra her last dose, people began talk- ing loudly outside the door. At 6 minutes we heard a huge crash. Five minutes later she said, Tfeel very loved. "That's a nice feeling." She looked sad and tapped the fingers of her right hand against the I'mfeeling a lot.