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165 Yes. Let's fuck! feelings." FEELING AND THINKING + That's the wrong question, try another. At that moment Marsha wasn't ready to "do work" with the dream, so I responded to the more superficial aspects of her experience, the carni- val atmosphere. "Was it fun?" Could we go deeper? "Was it really fun?" Yes, but it was no Taj Mahal. I hoped to see my ancestors, a temple, or that I would see tall African people in old clothing. "Instead you were at a carnival at the State Fair." Big time! Iwas the only human there. They had these painted-on smiles, there was no change in their expression. thought, "Hey, what's going on?" She added, There was a sexual energy of wanting more, of being stimulated, of wanting more. I've neverfelt that way on DMT. I guess the mannequins were so beautiful that it was a turn-on. She lifted her eyeshades and looked at her husband, blurting out, I laughed. "Sorry, you'll need to wait until you get home." Her husband turned to me and said "Do people have sexual experi- ences during DMT?" While a reasonable question, it did not quite fit in with the personal and emotional themes that were so active at that moment. I had to answer, but did so briefly and with the hope of regaining direction. "There's sexual energy, but not usually sexual-intercourse types of I knew I had to act fast if I were to be of any help in interpreting the dreamlike features of Marsha's session. What was the spirit molecule try- ing to tell us? "Were the mannequins white? Were they Anglo?" Yes, they all were. There were no colored people in any of the things I've ever seenfrom the gay '90s. "It's interesting. DMT seems to have its own agenda. What do you make of this?"