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83 Power outage phobia. Not too long after moving into my new apartment in Fort Lauderdale, I realized I had an actual phobia about the power going out. I’d never experienced that before in my life. But on one occasion when the power glitched I had an immediate anxiety attack, looked around wildly, heart racing, and made a beeline for the front door, bursting outside like a nut. Getting outside was “safe,” I knew. I could run to freedom. Being caught in a closed in apartment in the pitch blackness was very, very dangerous. This became so much of an issue that I set up flashlight lanterns around the apartment in the event that this ever happened while I was not near the front door. I had NO intention of being caught in the pitch black, unable to know or see what was going on around me. So I had lanterns in the bathroom, in the kitchen, and another right next to my bed. This isn’t normal! But interestingly enough, I encountered another alien/MILAB female on a message board who was the exact same way. She also had flashlights set up around her apartment, due to an issue about being suddenly caught in the dark. This means something, in my opinion, and is indicative of something possibly very negative happening at night, in the dark, or something cutting the power and swooping in, I don’t know. I once had a dream, relayed in the Dreams section, a word . 1 aad regarding insectoid aliens cutting the power in my old house in Connecticut and stealthily swooping in to come get me. So, that seems to be a possible mode of operation. Symbolisms. Have a penchant for being attracted to all the “Tiluminati/Brotherhood” (don’t know what else to call it) and mind control symbolism - pyramids, suns, eyes of Horus, white owls, phoenixes, Alice in Wonderland, ‘shrooms, butterflies, etc. etc. At one point I had surrounded myself with many of this imagery in my apartment, it was all over the place. Until I learned what it all meant, then most of it came down. Don’t know if this means anything or not, but mind control targets supposedly have that tendency to surround themselves with the imagery, which helps reinforce their themselves with ” which helps their Sudden return. Had several incidents back in Florida of waking up very suddenly, gasping, at 6:59 a.m. on the nose, like I was put back literally a minute before my alarm was to go off. One of those times I Part II - My Own Experiences —_—_—_—_—— ee *e She also had programming.