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79 been reading about MILABs for the past two and half years by that point, and never once did I remember this hotel incident. If ever they were going to snag me via Smash and Grab, that period of living at the hotel was absolutely opportune. I was living at a hotel, in the basement, with a hallway that had parking garage/street access. Hello. Coming in through the unlocked parking garage door in the middle of the night, down the hall and into my room which at that point used the old fashioned metal key locks — not electronic — and then grabbing me and hauling me out, unseen, would have been a piece of cake. It was almost too easy in fact. This “hallucination” of a military guy bursting in to my room was probably not something that happened to me at the time that I saw it in my mind, while lying on my bed. Rather, it was more likely a flashback memory of something that had recently taken place, and it was bubbling up to the surface as I laid there, in a blank, numbed, Se ee re depressed stupor. In fact, I’d theorize that abductions/programming was causing me to fluctuate into these inexplicable depressed stupors in the first place. Upon quick glance the emotional ups and downs I described sounds a lot like Manic Depression/Bi-Polar Disorder. But I don’t think that was the problem, since I was/am very functional, unlike how Manic Depressives tend to be who often require meds to get through life. As mentioned elsewhere in this book, I wonder if the side effects of mind control and abductions masquerade as known brain/psyche disorders — Manic Depression. Schizophrenia. Etc. 1995- 1996 was a time period where I obsessed about my death, as well as continually putting myself into dangerous situations that would get me killed. I went through another similar period back in 1991 - 1992, always fantasizing about guys having a gun to my head and killing me. Not normal! Sounds like MILABs stuff to me, now that I’ve studied up on it all. In fact there’s a cartoon illustration in the book “MILABS” by Dr. Helmut Lammer showing a girl sitting in a chair...with military guys surrounding her, guns pointed at her head. Interesting coincidence. Possible Flagstaff/Sedona, Arizona abduction. In July of 1996, while living in Orange County, CA I decided one day on a whim that I was going to drive out to Flagstaff/Sedona Arizona on my two days off from work. I had no idea why I wanted to do this, the idea just Part II - My Own Experiences —_—_—_—_—— ee *e