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72 found it, the programming kicked in to try to convince me it was “just a spider bite”, complete with convincing spider imagery and everything. “Move it along folks, nothing to see here, move it along, nothing to see...” At any rate, after a full week I began to finally pull out of my blank stupor and come back to life, regaining my personality and energy, back to eating and living normally. Unexplained cold. Woke up another time in the morning very suddenly with my body all cold, as if I’d just been standing in a refrigerated room, or someplace with some mega air conditioning going on. My blood flow was fine, and I wasn’t cold internally, it was just the surface of my skin that was cold to the touch. But I was in south Florida. In August. With no A/C on. There was no logical reason for me to be this cold in my hot and humid apartment. It seemed to be another case of being plunked back from someplace that possibly was very cold or air conditioned, or possibly the transport process in itself can do this, I don’t know. Nocturnal programming commands. Woke up one morning in Florida right in the middle of somebody programming me. Heard a male voice saying in my mind, “YOU WILL ONLY SEE WHAT’S WRONG AND UGLY IN THE WORLD! YOU WILL ONLY SEE WHAT’S WRONG AND UGLY IN THE WORLD!” It was alarming, that’s all I can say. And I’m glad I woke up in time to catch it, and be aware that this type of programming was trying to be instilled in me. Woke up another time hearing a male voice repeating over and over, kind of loud and intensely “YOU WILL NOT REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE NO MATTER *WHAT* ANYBODY SAYS TO YOU! More programming. This one’s weird — it seemed to be a (very vivid) dream of an actual abduction occurrence, and because it’s very obvious, I decided to group it in this section. But around April 2002 I “dreamed” that I was lying on a table under a light, feeling like I was in a drugged daze, and hallucinating on top of it that I was seeing all these little gecko lizards pouring out of my Xyphoid Process area of Chasing Phantoms i With no A/C on. There was no logical YOU WILL NOT REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE NO MATTER *WHAT* ANYBODY SAYS TO YOU!!” Yikes.