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68 I was emotionally worked up about something else. Like my mind needed to be diverted and focused on another emotionally intense experience before slipping in a glimpse of that one. During the week when I was at work, I had the most wonderful feeling that something fantastic had occurred the past weekend, something which was there just under the surface of my brain, but which I couldn't access anymore. It drove me NUTS. I wanted so badly to remember the experience, and I could feel it, right there, but I mentally asked for one several times, wishing to do it all again this upcoming Saturday night. Also, the mild case of pink eye lasted most of the week, in my left eye, but faded out on its own, interestingly enough. The pains in my ovaries/uterus persisted off and on during the week. The images of the Grays in my mind lasted fully into Tuesday. And my cat refused to let me within several feet of her until well over a week later, something that my roommates noticed and commented on. But again, what could I possibly tell them. However, by Thursday, I changed my mind about being abducted thanks to some outside input. I had told Tom, via email, about this experience, and he warned me about the negative nature of Grays and abductions. What's interesting is that one concerned warning was all it took to snap me out of it. My subconscious knew and recognized the truth of his warning right away, even if my conscious brain was programmed to think otherwise. So I mentally changed my mind about it. Saturday night arrived, and I wasn't even thinking about the abduction anymore. I figured I had changed my mind and that was that, that's all I needed. It's over. Nope. Sorry. Doesn’t work that way. I sat there on my couch, reading again. Todd was down the hall in his room, his TV going loudly. His two little boys were over for a visit this weekend, since he was in the middle of a divorce. I listened to their voices as I read. Then suddenly I realized that Todd's TV was being muted and all background sound was now gone. Alarmed, I tossed my book aside and instantly jumped up without even thinking. I looked around, panicked. Chasing Phantoms i