Page Content (OCR)
63 memory popped up out of nowhere one night while I was in bed, and in this dream/memory thing I WAS a kid again, I was back in my little kid body with my child mentality and all. I could feel myself lying there in the dark in my old bedroom, seeing these bald headed creatures moving around me. A couple of faint whimpers came out of me and I thought “i want my mommy...” I don’t take anything at face value though, so this may or may not be something real.] “butterflies” appeared on my bedroom wall. My mom was downstairs with the TV on, talking to somebody who was visiting. Meanwhile, I’m upstairs in my room, lying awake in bed, and suddenly what seems to be all these black and white “butterflies” appear on the facing wall, moving and fluttering about. I immediately went totally HYSTERICAL. I jumped out of bed and stood there, facing the wall, screaming and going ballistic at the “butterflies” until my mom came running upstairs. I don’t know why these butterfly things caused such an immediate hysterical reaction from me, but my attitude was I wanted NO part of it. But they stopped as soon as she got there. Of course. She finds me crying about “the butterflies on the wall!! The butterflies!!” and of course there’s nothing there. My bedroom was on the second floor, so it was impossible for the fluttering butterflies to have been caused by car headlights or something coming in at ground level. It’s also interesting to note that years later, at the age of 27, I would find myself decorating the wall over my bed with dozens and dozens of butterfly cutouts. Butterflies are also one of those things I’ve been attracted to in general, and one of those things that people give to me, for whatever reason. Spirals. I became obsessed with elevators and spiral stairs at the age of thirteen. To the point of ridiculousness. Always doodling DNA looking ribbons and spirals on my notebooks at school, dreams about spiral stairs and elevators, obsessing about riding in elevators and wishing to find a pair of spiral stairs. Spirals, helixes, ribbons, and elevators are all major symbolisms/systems/techniques used in mind control programming. Part II - My Own Experiences —_—_—_—_—— ee *e The butterflies. Weird incident about the age of five when