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41 think this can be conquered. Once you’re aware that you're occasionally remembering random flashes, but have programming instilled telling you to ignore them, then it’s just a matter of combating it by honing your awareness and mental alertness. Admittedly it’s not going to always work though, like the incident that happened to me recently. I was lying in bed and started to remember something about another life that I lead, (possibly programmed compartmentalized alter?) It was there, popping to the surface, a veil of amnesia was lifting and I could touch the beginnings of memories of another double existence. The impression I got in that brief moment was like dream-time compartmentalization. When I’m “over there” in that life, whatever it is, this life here is like a dream of that one over there. But then just as suddenly as it rose to the surface it was gone, and I couldn’t get it back. Totally maddening! All I was left with was the intellectual knowing that this had happened. And then I’ve had my own actual abduction memory flashes that emerged due to something triggering the recall, which is detailed in Part II. How can this happen, how would a memory make it past the erasing process? Well, what I’ve noticed is that in most of my memory flashes, what defined these flashes was that something very specific was attracting my total focused and curious/frightened interest, independent of “their” direction. And maybe that pulled me back up into conscious awareness during the abduction just long enough to make an indelible stamp onto my brain that even the erasing techniques couldn’t later eliminate...? I’m not sure, it’s just a theory. An interesting concept relating to abduction memory loss that ties into metaphysics, and may be something that occurs during MILABs/alien abductions, is what’s known as “shifting the assemblage point.” The assemblage point, as taught by those who practice the Toltec path, is where our normal awareness lies during our every day lives. Through our lifelong experiences, as dictated by our parents, peers, school and society as a whole, we become locked into a particular set view of reality - known as our assemblage point. It’s the reason we aren't usually able to see the other realms, or why some Part I - MILABS and Mind Control —_—_—_—— ee *e that’s not real. And when I’m over here, I have no conscious memories Dreams, reality context and the “assemblage point”