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40 time, they are bound to slip up sooner or later, allowing for memories to get past the target. For that reason, drugs and electroshock are added to the mix with a military abductee, and possibly the joint military/alien endeavors, to ensure proper compartmentalization. It kind of surprised me to read (and have personal evidence for the fact) that “they” would have to resort to good old fashioned drugs, zapping and commands considering the advanced technology at their disposal. I would have thought that they would have devised more sophisticated methods. But I guess if it’s ain’t broke, then don’t fix it. As mentioned earlier, there’s what I call “memory surging.” This is when the memory of an abduction event is trying desperately to break through to the surface of the conscious mind, but feels as if it’s repeatedly running into a “roof” or “ceiling.” The knowledge of the event is there, and it nearly comes through...you can even get a feeling around it, manufactured positive, or outright negative...but it’s impossible to access the actual memory. I’ve experienced this on two particular occasions, and it creates a maddening feeling. I’m not sure what causes “surging,” versus memories being completely wiped out without a trace. Possibly it’s the technique being used — maybe certain techniques for memory erasing are more effective than others, and have different results. In other cases, actual memory flashes do manage to pop through, not triggered by anything in particular — only to immediately disappear back under the surface again. I’ve experienced this a couple of times and have heard other abductees describe it. And these memories may spontaneously pop back up to the surface yet again at a {.... you had this memory before, but lost it! It’s just amazing to see the effects of programming at work like that, and the tug-of-war struggle going on in the brain. My suggestion is to carry a little notebook and pen with you wherever you go in case you experience spontaneous memory recall, this way you can jot it down before it’s lost again...which it usually will be. You may find, like I did, that you have strong programming instilled to deter you from focusing on the fact that you’re having this recollection — but I Chasing Phantoms i Memory surging