Chasing Phantoms - Carissa Conti-pages

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Chasing Phantoms - Carissa Conti-pages

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193 the beach meant everything had a fun vibe to it. It was perpetual summer vacation. My job required no brain power, so it was cool if I went in on no sleep — I didn’t need it anyway — and life in general just didn’t have that oppressive feel that you find elsewhere in the country. It’s hard to get depressed and feel dragged down when you have an easy job, there’s no winter, and outside your front door there’s palm fronds rustling in the breeze and you can literally, be sipping a Pina Colada on the beach off the A1A the next day. Translation = when you live where others come to vacation. So everything was already light hearted and felt like a game, and this was just one more aspect of the game. Having that outlook really helped matters too, in retrospect. It’s ALL about your personal frequency, as I outlined in the section regarding Fear. And when you’re not afraid, and are just facing the situation head on, just doing what you gotta do, and maybe even getting a slight kick out of it ;) having fun, it turns the tables on the outcome. Once I began throwing a wrench in the works enough times and made it difficult for them to adhere to any sort of set schedule, then I had the experience, as mentioned in Part II, where I woke up to hear a man’s voice pulling me out what felt like a deep, trance-like state, saying “1-4-1-4-1...” as if it were some trigger code. It felt like I had been looking at something for him before he pulled me out of it. (Remote viewing?) But then another female voice cut in on the line you could say, (higher self?) to inform me in an urgent, FYI-sounding way that “They now have the ability to use you without actually taking you.” Via the implants, most likely. But hearing that definitely threw a wrench in MY works. It seems that with MILABS, their preferred method is to take somebody physically, but if they have to then sure, they'll resort to Plan B, and use them remotely. Possibly it’s not as effective, but, it gets the job done. Whatever “the job” is, I don’t know. To this day I still have no idea what’s going on and how it all works. I can only theorize. But talk about making me feel hopeless. What's the point of outrunning them if they’re just going to plug into me while I sleep? So I gave up. At that time, I just didn’t know how I could possibly side step somebody plugging into me while I sleep, seamlessly merging with me so I don’t even know it and just perform for them like a good little monkey. If that’s what’s indeed happening. So for about a year and a half I took the blue pill, and slipped back below the waves. It just got Part III - Expanded Insights —_—_—_—_—— ee *e