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190 try to get me to stop believing in that stuff as well. The total irony was, he had past experiences with the paranormal, and could even read minds, but refused to admit what he was doing. ;) He turned his back and adamantly refused to acknowledge any of it, to the point of extreme, illogical absurdity. All of this became apparent to me by the end of the relationship, after I’d already began to notice the multiple personas issue. I was standing before him in the hallway one night, hearing “THE SCRIPT” for the millionth time in almost five years, and I noticed for the first time his completely glazed over eyes that weren’t even seeing me as he spoke. And his robotic, trance-like state that seemed to be rehashing something that he had memorized. I had the clear and distinct thought of “He’s trying so hard to convince me that there is no God and no soul.....then it must mean...there is. He’s completely full of shit.” And I silently walked around him and away, and left him standing there in the hall, literally, talking to the wall. After we'd officially broken up, the only thing he could come up with to complain about, his one big peeve, was “...And you were never really an Atheist.” That was it. His face twisted with disdain when he said that, surprising me, due to his usual emotional neutrality about all things. He seemed to feel genuine disgust for this supposed indiscretion of mine! It was all very puzzling for me at the time, like....”huh?” I of course did not know about MILABs, mind control, nor my own status as an abductee at that time, but in retrospect it seems that he could very well have been taken and programmed by “something else” and used to work me over. And considering his family’s background and his multiple personas issues and what's apparently happened to me it makes him all the more suspect for such doings. So cutting targets off from spirituality seems to be a very real facet of it all, because spirituality, along with a connection to higher positive forces and having the spiritual bigger picture is our ultimate weapon. (And lest I sound like I’m coming across as a victim — I definitely take full responsibility for any people who’ve been in my life and the choices I’ve made in keeping them around long after they’d hit their expiration date! Programming or not, we still have free will and the ability to pull ourselves out of a situation. So, just to clarify that I don’t present these personalized examples in order to paint myself as a sympathetic victim. There are no victims in this world.) Chasing Phantoms —_—_—_— Ee"