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187 The excerpt that I came across which first brought this issue to light for me was the following, from “Secret, Don’t Tell” by Carla Emery, discussing the case of Candy Jones, and which was actually an excerpt from another source being quoted: “The first stage of any mind-control program involves isolation from family and friends while the foundation programming is implanted. After that, a more permanent form of isolation is built in: talk frankly only with “us”; stay away from “them.” Jensen and Burger also programmed in harsh prejudices for the purpose of alienating Candy from all definable groups of people. Jensen’s flat “no-friends” rule dealt with the rest. The mind-controller wanted her to be a self- sufficient loner who avoided people and avoided relationships because Candy said “...most of them wouldn’t understand what I was doing. I couldn’t take the risk.” (Bain, page 141.) A self-sufficient loner who avoided people...that was and is definitely me. By the time I was 19, my favorite phrase was “It’s just me, myself and me in this world.” There’s nobody else in this world that can help me. I’m on my own. I have no safety net in life. I have to take care of myself, because nobody else will...and nobody else me wa 1 c m4 1 te cares. That was my philosophy, for years. It developed for a good reason, because events had conspired to make this the case. But even when I did have people around me who cared, and this wasn’t necessarily the case, I still had this in my head. Also, considering that my entire immediate family has major signs of being abducted and tampered with, it’s probably no accident that things went this way. Another excerpt from “Secret, Don’t Tell”: “At their wedding, [Candy Jones’] long years of CIA-conditioned isolation were obvious. Long John had forty guests. Candy had none, except her mother and the attendant who looked after her. Donald Bain, Nebel’s friend and biographer, noticed that, and thought it That would so be me in the event I were to ever get married. ;) Except I wouldn’t even have my mother. It would just be me, myself and me. I used to say to myself that even if I did ever decide to get married for some reason....how I can have a wedding when there’s Part III - Expanded Insights —_—_—_—_—— ee *e strange.” — page 72. nobody to invite! And the same goes for death...because there were