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184 week manically amped up getting hardly any sleep every night as if I was bi-polar or something, which I’m not. I could remember every last little thing that every table I’d waited on from the Sunday before had ordered...then realized I could remember everything in general about everything that had happened all week. It was maddening, and I found myself sitting on the floor of the living room at like 2:30 a.m. with my roommates, swigging cheap wine straight from the bottle trying to come down to a normal level so I could get some sleep and stop this craziness. *% Compartmentalized mind. Have a compartmentalized mind that’s demonstrated that it can do its own thing, and seems to operate separately, almost like a computer. In the past I’ve solved math stuff, or figured things out separately from the “main” brain, and then fed me the answer when it was done. Tying into the above two is the compartmentalized computer mind in general. I can get into a frame of mind where it’s like another part of my brain takes over, like when playing video games, and is able to perform in a way that I can’t in my normal state of consciousness. One time when I was 22 and at the movies with a friend named James in California, I was playing one of those Simon memory arcade games in the lobby...and I slipped into that compartmentalized state of mind and was able to keep going and going and going, perfectly playing back longer and longer strings of the color tones. My eyes were glazed over and I felt detached from myself, it was some other part of my brain that was playing. Finally James said, “Damn, girl...!!! Hearing that pulled me out of it, and I messed up and the game was over. I had made it up to about 25 tones, and if James hadn’t said anything than who knows how long I could’ve gone on for. something. I think people can be, and most likely are, tinkered with during their abductions and programming. Brains are upgraded, people will find themselves with skills they didn’t used to have, and some of it may even be the natural by-product of other things that they’re being used for. As noted in the section regarding the after effects of being taken, finding oneself with increased psychic abilities out of nowhere lasting for up to several days in a row may be a natural by-product of the abduction process in itself...for whatever reason. I Chasing Phantoms —_—_—_— Ee" What it all means, I’m not sure, but it seems to be indicative of