Chasing Phantoms - Carissa Conti-pages

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Chasing Phantoms - Carissa Conti-pages

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171 However, the part about not thinking about things too much because of the way “the program” works was actually where the brunt of the most potentially damaging disinfo. was. It was designed to get my reality creation abilities nipped in the bud, pronto. I’ve consistently been able to manifest what I need in life, going way back to when I didn’t even know about such concepts. So imagine what would happen should I begin trying to turn my mind off and “not think too much.” As mentioned earlier in this write up, they need people to not think. They need people who are asleep and unaware, drifting through life on autopilot. People who “think too much” are a dangerous thing. As far as the prediction about five years’ time — guess we'll just have to wait and see. The thing about this one is that myself and others that I know through a message board forum have felt some definitive changes or shifts you could say over the past year or so. We feel like we’ve shifted onto a different timeline now...several times in fact. Some of us even have very clear knowing/memories that we are repeating ourselves as if in a time loop of sorts, myself included...and I’m not talking about déja vu either. So for me I’m not worried about this predicted future because the bottom line is, the future is open, can change, and has already been changed on multiple occasions since 2001. There are many open probabilities...a factor that was conveniently left out of this “prediction.” OF course. ;) They don’t tell you things like that, remember. And while I don’t doubt the both of us were implanted, the fact that I was told how my every action and thought could be heard and seen by “them” was said (in my opinion) in the hopes of driving me into self conscious, fearful paranoia...not because it was just some useful tidbit to know. Luckily, I didn’t go down that route, and decided that I didn’t care what they were seeing/hearing. Which ties into one of the biggest underlying reasons for telling me any of this stuff in the first place: To break me psychologically, and get me to choose a very dark path as a result of what I now knew. Fake media. Fake people. Fake reality. Nothing’s real! Have a psychological meltdown! There’s no point in being normal and mainstream anymore, right? Just go crazy and be a sociopathic criminal, like Joe. Close myself off to people, and hate them all, use them and exploit them, the way he did. And if everything I did or thought was known to “them,” and they’d been snagging me and watching me my whole life, then Part III - Expanded Insights —_—_—_—_—— ee *e think too much.” useful tidbit to know.