Chasing Phantoms - Carissa Conti-pages

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Chasing Phantoms - Carissa Conti-pages

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160 involvement. I’d never thought much about it before then, and it certainly slipped my mind during the original writing of this book. Then, synchronistically within a day of making that post I came across a brand spanking new article by James Bartley outlining what of all things but... MILABS end time programming. ! Mr. Bartley’s article was exciting for me to read as he was talking about the exact sort of programming I myself have experienced. There are endless uses for MILABS targets and many aspects of programming going on, but I think “end times cataclysm, NWO-lock down society” programming is SUCH a huge and important one that it warrants its own section in this book. For me, this programming seems to have started back in 2000 when I was roommates with my brother in SoCal and apparently being abducted, but not aware of it. I knew he had the “thems” in his life, but I was in a state of oblivion about my own involvement. I was also not into reading conspiracy material at that point, and only had some basic understanding of the “NWO.” But yet at this time I began experiencing what could be called obsessive thoughts regarding a future society in the midst of NWO lockdown/martial law. I’d have these vivid imaginings that would invade my thoughts where I could see tanks rolling down the streets of urban L.A., soldiers with guns drawn, patrolling, keeping everybody in line. Me living on the outside of this locked down society, on the lam, in the woods or in caves. ™ a 1 . . + oo4e These thoughts were so pervasive that as a writer I wanted to write some sort of story about it all, otherwise they were just burning up my brain with no outlet. of mind that was expecting, prepared - and even hoping for - a cataclysm where I would be a survivalist living in a post-apocalyptic society, again, on the lam from oppressive forces trying to keep everybody in line. It’s not really normal to want this sort of future society and to be thinking in that direction. I began reading military-issued survival material, books on how to grow and forage your own food, make your own soap and candles. Not in a crazy, wild eyed way, but out of matter-of-fact, level headed interest. I created a “Bug Out Bag” loaded with all the necessary “on the lam” survival supplies. There was a very vivid, realistic dream of a nuclear explosion I had one night where it was the end of the game for me. Vivid imaginings of walking along roads that no longer had cars Chasing Phantoms —_—_—_— Ee" These thoughts continued into 2002 and 2003, an all-around state