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130 fact most MILABS material and personal accounts have a tone that I can’t relate to, and you'll see why when you keep reading this section. My own attitude has progressed from nervous, to defiant, to becoming downright manically giddy at the harassment, and because of that attitude/vibe, the nonsense I used to experience has completely stopped. But why am I different?? Why can’t the other MILABS feel the same way and put a stop to the things that are happening to them too?? I was trying to figure this out with my boyfriend, and he pointed out something I hadn’t even noticed — most people that you read about who are all worked up about their harassment and the direction that wed a4 a 14 1 a , . ete oa life has taken them are worked up because they’re invested in the illusion. And I’m just...not. At least, not in the same way. The attitude to have, as my boyfriend noted, seems to be: “Having maximum awareness with the least amount of emotional hysteria.” Having the bigger picture perspective from a place of higher The awareness. Which leads to the next big point about having the right perspective. Too often, MILABS are getting so worked up over things like their phones being tapped, or vans being parked across the street from their homes, and so on. And to that sort of “harassment” I say...Who cares?! I mean, let’s gain some perspective here. What ends up coming out of it all? Pretty much nothing, as I’ve learned, and which I'll talk about more in depth coming up. But when nothing comes out of anything, why be scared? In one particular MILAB’s personal account she reiterated multiple times throughout the book her indignation at having her privacy invaded. “They’re listening in on my thoughts! They’re watching what Ido!” Privacy schmivacy. In the end it doesn’t matter if they watched you and voyeuristically monitored your thoughts. Ultimately you are energy, and you'll be moving on. Your body is your source of life, something to love, not a source of embarrassment and shame. So worrying about what other people think, what they’re saying, how they may be judging your thoughts and watching your body is just 3"¢ density prison trappings. To really fully realize this and live it is truly liberating. It’s also helped that I’ve had quite a few heavy duty “woo-woo!” experiences of a reality-shattering nature that burst whatever tentative So Chasing Phantoms —_—_—_— Ee" illusion. And I’m just...not.