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126 possible future revised editions of this write up I may add in more details about the idea of reanimated probes in an abductee’s life. Etta Recently I came across the book “Unshackled,” by Kathleen Sullivan, detailing one women’s lifelong involvement in government mind control experimentation and black ops work. At the same time I came across it on my own, an acquaintance emailed me in order to bring my attention to this book. So I guess I was meant to read it either way. ;) I have no idea whether all the events she writes about in the book really happened to her or not, yet there are some things worth noting. As different as our stories are, (Kathleen is one of the classic Satanic ritual abuse cases of the 50’s and 60s coupled with government mind control programming that you always hear about, very different from my own situation) we share some strange personal details in common. Like me she was bullied as a kid by a group of kids in a bad way to the point where she spent a lot of time alone, and books became her friends. She didn’t get along with her mom but got along great with her maternal grandma...but her mom and grandma didn’t get along with each other. Same deal here. She has a section in her book entitled “Comfortably Numb,” about how physical pain used to not really register with her, and while I don’t have that particular problem, it did remind me of how by the time I was sixteen I was putting red pepper all over my food in this zombie-like trance state, unaware of what I was even doing, but obviously hoping that the pain would jolt me out of my stupor. (mentioned in the “Appendix” section. http://www.in2worlds.net/abductions) But more interesting is the bit about having freakishly low blood pressure. Kathleen mentions her extreme low blood pressure on page 38, saying that it used to hover around 90/60, 80/50 before she woke up and began therapeutic work to integrate her compartmentalized multiples. Such low blood pressure for her equates to operating in a trance-like, compartmentalized state of mind. My own blood pressure? Freakishly low, always has been to the point where nurses and medical assistants would comment on it. an 1 sat aa won ee a ae One male nurse even joked, “Are you even alive?!” After reading this in Kathleen’s book I ran down to our corner pharmacy where they have a blood pressure machine. My reading? 91/53. Whether this has anything to do with being in a programmed, trance-like state or if it’s just genetics, I don’t know, but it’s an interesting possibility. Chasing Phantoms i