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122 this textbook scenario. But yet in looking back over my life there’s no doubt that something is going on here, as evidenced by this book. So what I’ve tentatively concluded is this: # I could have possibly been targeted for abductions as a kid due to “who I am” in general on a soul level, or, possibly something having to do with bloodlines, as mentioned earlier. I’ve been told by several people now that there’s something about my bloodline, and one person even that there was a “convergence.” *# Because of being so closely involved with and connected to my brother later on, who had his own “stuff” going on; #% Then later because of being connected with my current boyfriend, who’s also an abductee, and who runs a well known website on all There are quite a few avenues, and all of them make sense, and possibly all of them are happening. It seems to be a mix of hyperdimensional and human military spook. There’s probably definitely more than one thing involved here, and I think this could be the case for most abductees. Don’t limit yourself into thinking that you've only got one thing happening, from one source, with one agenda. It’s usually a lot more complicated than that. And as far as what I’m being taken for, I hesitate to even theorize. But what I do know for certain is this: *# I’ve been programmed with self-destructive, self-sabotaging thoughts designed to take me out of the picture. I know this because I’ve woken up and caught them in the middle of doing it, 1 #% T have the sense that I’ve been used for remote viewing, because again, I woke up and caught myself being pulled out of looking at something (by a human male voice), for somebody else’s benefit. I also have demonstrated the ability to do this on my own, for personal reasons, in my waking life...before having ever read any material on the subject or knowing anything about it. Chasing Phantoms i * Because of my dad’s involvement in “stuff” while in the military; things conspiracy/alien/metaphysical related. several times.