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167 in a way so nobody thinks I’m crazy. While I was thinking that he told me, ‘We can even control that.’ ‘How?’ I wanted to know. ‘You can’t control my 1 a> He answered, ‘We can let people remember certain things and we can blank out certain things if we don’t want them to remember them.’ ‘Even under hypnosis?’ I asked. ‘Oh, yes,’ he said. ‘We have programmed doctors, lawyers, psychiatrists, and we continue to program them for updates.’ They do monitor us because they showed me scenes from my childhood. They showed the most terrible times, never the happy times. Like when I cut my toe off. When I was little I was riding behind my sister and my toe got caught in the spokes and got cut off. My older sister went running to my mother, and she stuck my toe back on with cobwebs. I’m three—quarters Indian, one quarter Irish. We couldn’t afford a doctor. My mother crawled under the house and got cobwebs and put my toe back on. She saved my toe. They knew that. They wanted to know what kind of cobwebs Mom used. I said I didn’t know. I felt they were so superior to me, so very, very intelligent, far beyond me. I’m just a country girl. They knew what level I was on and that’s how they communicated with me, on my level. There were words they didn’t understand. Like when I said ‘I bet you’ve have every Tom, Dick and Harry on this ship or whatever you want to call this turtle-type instrument here.’ She said, in what sounded, in my head, to be a slow computerized voice, ‘Tom, Dick and Harry? Turtle?’ When I said ‘You-all’ she asked, ‘Why do you say you- 99 I was on all?’ I said, ‘There’s more than one of you.’ They couldn’t understand why we aren’t as advanced as they are. We have the ability to be as advanced as we want to be, but we Barbara: The Story of a UFO Investigator consciousness, nor where it is stored.’