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133 I was changed forever when I resurfaced from that last regression session with my friend. That experience truly shattered my conception of reality once and for all. There are really no words to define that experience. In all the time that has passed since my seventeenth year, I had never dreamed that I had had such an ‘experience other than the eon wea nn on Oa e- or experiencing of the kidney stone itself. My friend’s repeated experimental regressions worked only too well. Her skill allowed revelations within my consciousness wea 1 Fi te The whole experience of being regressed made me able to lock into my own clients’ reality. No longer was I separated from their experiences since I now knew that I had had the same or similar experiences. It was then that I truly began to react in harmony with abductees who needed my help. I knew that the beings who took us for their own purposes, had total control of us during the whole time. We never have a choice in this matter. We’re toys, or perhaps small experimental animals, to them. I’d never thought I’d ever had any contact with gray aliens. The fact that I had been worked on by “grays” while in my teens was a great shock to my adult self. Of course, I had always known that every abduction experience was somehow wiped from the abductee’s mind but I’d never before connected that “masking of experience” with my own life. I remember that at the time of my operation, my Doctor looked puzzled as he spoke to my mother. “It’s really peculiar for a seventeen year old girl to have kidney stones.” Now, thanks to the information I had garnered through my own regression I know that “they” have an extreme interest in causing kidney stones in human beings. That is because kidney stones create the worst pain that humans can suffer. The stone passing through the urethra brings PAIN, multiplied infinitesimally. The alien people who control the gray androids love that pain. Barbara: The Story of a UFO Investigator which were almost too much for me to bear.