PIHKALAnthologyShulgin_page_374

PIHKALAnthologyShulgin | page 374 | https://thedailydialectics.com/pdfs/education/chemistry/phenylethylenes/PIHKALAnthologyShulgin/PIHKALAnthologyShulgin.pdf

But no matter what I came up with, they countered and defeated me. I was helpless. I would have to spend the rest of my life in their grasp, doing their will. I awoke strongly affected, and in a deep, deep depression. I thought to myself, I can never have a psychedelic experience in this state. I…