PIHKALAnthologyShulgin_page_354

PIHKALAnthologyShulgin | page 354 | https://thedailydialectics.com/pdfs/education/chemistry/phenylethylenes/PIHKALAnthologyShulgin/PIHKALAnthologyShulgin.pdf

My father had always shown love, warmth and caring. And my brother. Why, I wondered, hadn't I modeled my self-image on their feelings toward me? Another part of you did, or you would have destroyed yourself long ago. I opened my eyes and got up. In the kitchen, I made myself a cup of hot tea.…